Cookies-n-Scream

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Toxic Memories by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

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Toxic Memories

Such a bitter taste to swallow The acid corrodes on its way down my throat It's poison leaches into my blood and bones Seizing my muscles, clogging my lungs Its crushing, choking, bruising, burning, squeezing. I struggle to breathe through it all. Trapped in the encroaching nightmare and devastating memories, I am helpless. All of the loud, empty noise crowds in. Shadowy wisps whisper hate Manipulating me into acting on impulses. Echoes chime in with words long since spoken, Forgotten by those who said it, yet tattooed on my heart forever. Screams drown out my pleas Silencing my thoughts and voice, stripping me of my fight. Finally, the laughter sounds, ringing in my mind Mocking my suffering. My eyes redden Is it caused by paralyzing fear, unspoken rage, or unshed tears? My skin crawls in disgust Goosebumps spread, flesh trying to flee from the phantom caresses. Spectral scars settle into their places, searing my body Its tendrils stretching, searching for more Stinging as the

The Green Binder by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

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The Green Binder

He opened his eyes and rolled to the other side of his bed where he picked up his cellphone from the nightstand to check what time it was. 8:00 AM it claimed. Blinking were five missed messages. Clicking to view them he noted two were text messages and three were phone calls. The first text message said, "I’m sorry. Please don’t hate me. Please don’t give up on me." The first voicemail was calm as she said,"Please pick up. I need to talk to you. Please. I need your help.” Heavy sobs overtook most of the next voicemail, but he heard the message with a heavy heart what she said. “Please call me back. I am holdi

The Tale of a Bisexual by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

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The Tale of a Bisexual

She walked in dressed in black During my darkest, lowest point of my life She chased away the sorrow bringing in the joy I lack A fantasy come true, and with her I forgot about my strife I wanted to show her off to the whole town, But reality has a nasty habit of crashing down. I loved and lost her in this hateful world Neither of us willing to give up our families and beliefs Nor submit ourselves to the insults they hurled. Though it pains me to say “She is just a friend” it brings relief To know at least she is somewhat with me. Perhaps in another universe we are meant to be He came into my life unexpectedly, giving me a home

Finals by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

Numb and Pain by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

Drink of Choice by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

Mommy do you hear me? by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

My mother by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

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My mother

I have watched my mother slap down a thousand fists. I have seen her rise like a phoenix Shaking of the ashes of her death And defend her children. I have seen her say no Though there is a knife against her throat. Staring down the bottom of a barrel of a gun She has refused to leave her children behind. Facing death and hell for us. I have seen her fight for us Bleed for us, and fall for us. Her drive across a lawn to get away. I have seen her defy all rules For us. And if you think for ONE minute I will not be just like her And fight tooth and nail like her? That I will not defend her? You have thought mighty wrong. Do not think I am w

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Toxic Memories by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

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Toxic Memories

The Green Binder by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

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The Green Binder

The Tale of a Bisexual by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

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The Tale of a Bisexual

Finals by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

Numb and Pain by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

Drink of Choice by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

Mommy do you hear me? by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

My mother by Cookies-n-Scream, literature

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My mother

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Sleep is so much easier when it rains by level20mallow, literature

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Sleep is so much easier when it rains

Sleep is so much easier when it rains because I can't tell the difference between closed eyes and dark skies. Sleep is so much easier when it rains because lightning strikes down my nightmares and floods wash them away. Sleep is so much easier when it rains because you can't hear my cries over the thunderclaps. Sleep is so much easier when it rains because you can't tell the difference between teardrops and raindrops. Sleep is so much easier when it rains because there's nothing like waking up to the sun.

Irrelevance by AmbroseVox, literature

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Irrelevance

Zero voice mails, empty inboxes, more letters from the IRS, banks, Army vacant chairs at the table, lots of room on the couch, a one man movie night again. “I’m so sorry I missed it!” “That was yesterday? Damn, sorry man.” “Oh, I’m actually busy right now.” “Yeah, I’ll be around more.” “Don’t worry, I won’t forget.” Not an amputation, no slamming doors, three-page farewells, tearful goodbyes; surgical, painful, definitive, closure, the bandages of time. Fading, forgotten cruelty without malice, aware, encroaching invisibility, impossible to stop.

Feeling Trapped by SaltAndCookies, literature

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Feeling Trapped

Have you ever felt trapped? Maybe behind a lock. Maybe inside a thought, or a memory. Trapped with your enemy in a tight space. Begging for a way to find a window or a door. For a way to break through, break out, get some air in your lungs and words in your mouth. Banging your knuckles bloody and blue until it’s utterly obvious that there is no escape. There is no other way. Panic caves to cries, because you’ve tried too many times. Cries cave to silence, an understated violence in each scream left unvoiced. You no longer dream. It would only remind you that there’s no choice in where you are. Wrought iron bars. A prison so

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Artist // Student // Varied

Mar 31, 1994
United States
Deviant for 16 years
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Favourite genre of music: everything
Favourite photographer: my godfather
Favourite style of art: anime
MP3 player of choice: ipod
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Favourite cartoon character: Minto Aizawa
Personal Quote: you are beautiful no matter what they say

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Rachel Nabors

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Beauty and the Beast

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Supernatural, Once Upon a Time, Suburgatory, The Neighbors

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Secondhand Serenade

Favourite Books

Harry Potter, The Blue Girl, Anita Blake the vampire hunter series

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Zelda games

Favourite Gaming Platform

Wii

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tokyo mew mew, anime, art, music, searching the web, writing

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Cookies-n-Scream

Jan 10, 2013

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-For acen I'm thinking about being Beyond Birthday since I've done Misa, Kira/Light, and L before. It's slightly harder than it seems because apparently no store sells long-sleeved white shirt. ;w; -I also have a Sailor Mars costume so I may go as her. -not sure about a third costume idea. -I'm buying a steel-boned corset from a friend :3 since the size would be mine and its too big for her and she wants a new one at Acen so I'm buying it off her. -I might do another series of photos involving demons and blood and horror and stuff. Not sure. -also to the people who are follow this DA and don't know me in real life, I pretty much chopped

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Cookies-n-Scream

Oct 19, 2012

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having a super short haircut is almost natural. like immediately i forgot what it was like to have long hair. some times i forget I ever had long hair.

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Cookies-n-Scream

Feb 8, 2012

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i'm working on costumes for the seven holy virtues and seven deadly sins. I'll be incorporating paints and certain colors that represent it. Sins: lust, red-pink gluttony, orange greed, gold sloth,  light blue envy, green wrath, dark red pride. violet Virtues: chastity, white temperance, working on that charity, light purple diligence, light green patience, gray kindness, yellow humility, brown

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Ty for the fav! :)

Currently trending right now is Chiitan, a fun mascot that does stuff that is extremely painful but also really funny. Watching hours of videos of Chiitan, you can see the range of things they do to make you have a good laugh. This past year, more violent or self hurting characters are popping up. While they look cute and seem innocent, they tend to have a nasty humor to them. I wanted to mix the two cute but bad humor characters that I’ve fallen in love with into one gif, and of course adding fire never hurts. By taking clips from youtube and mashing the layers, i was able to make something that in a way shows myself on the inside everyday I come to school. Falling, on fire and overall screaming on the inside.